First note

I don't know but, I though if I had my blog to show people who I am and what I am doing, I could ask them some donations. I need more money to study. All my money and my family's money were all into my education but I still couldn't graduate and I still need more money to complete my study. Almost nine years experiences at the kitchens wasn't good enough to get a job any where in the world as a Korean who cooks at European Kitchen. I'm here, in New York. I was supposed to finish ELS course last year so that i could enter Culinary Institute of America this year. Though, i got lost many times. I had been really stupid. I could not see what is the first and what is the next. I had tried many thing to enter CIA as soon as i can yet, whenever I tried, the time had never been shorter; it had been more slower and more difficult to enter. My mom, she is a single mother. I had a father. He was not a family guy. Well, he probably loved his family so much so, he showed his love by working so many hours to make more money, which i absolutely appreciate my father. If he didn't work hard i probably could haven't graduated high school. One day, his passion and desire of owning a Korean restaurant closed his Chinese restaurant and then opened Korean restaurant. The restaurant was big hit. People loved my father's cooking. Morning television show had been even introduced the restaurant. His restaurant was doing well until IMF had helped Korea economic. He had a lot of debts. In fact he landed some money from family member and illegal loan office, which usually has high interest and owns by gangsters. Broken Korea economic had pushed people out of street and brought people to end of the lives. Everyday news reported who suicide and how unempoyers lived on the street; only sad news that is all I can recall. Everyone closed down their own business like domino effect so did my father. At that time, i was last year at high school. I couldn't make to university nor college. it wasn't just because of my parents didn't have money. I originally planed to enter Army academic but, my grades were way too below than what they required. I was totally lost my dream. I even though join the army to be a Sergent. My mom offered to me what if i become a chef. I often used to help my parents' business when i was high school. I had never though to work at same filed as my parents. I had tried to help my father when he was working in his kitchen but, he had never allowed me to enter his own territory. As result, I had never learned anything from my father yet, I had a floor manger position because I was son of the owner. It could be really funny. Could you image that a little teenager ordered all the employee who to do? As matter of the fact, they were very nice so I had never had any problem with my managing skills.
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