I really feel pathetic. I don't know what I am doing now. Okay, I am still waiting for my last pay check, which has been over three weeks, and W-2 report to get tax refund. Meanwhile, I've been looking for a job, and thinking of what I should do. As a resolute, I am broken right now. Even, my computer is also broken, what a coincident! I don't know how much I am going to get tax back, but so far what I know is that I've no idea how to go back to Korea.
Well, I don't want to ask my mom to rescue me from America since I am a 30-years old man. My ego is too high? I want to get threw all my situation by myself no matter what. Even though It will be too risky, I don't think life is not like running around soft grass filed. My believe of the life is the battle filed because I have to fight something to get threw and be tougher.
I've been very unproductive weeks and I want to end up. In order to do that, I might need help. I think this is the time to beg.
